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What’s my name?

I have trouble with names; not with spelling them, pronouncing them or even remembering them. My problem is simply this: I have trouble choosing names, particularly when it comes to my own.

I discovered this about myself several months before my marriage, during an innocuous conversation about thank-you notes with my soon-to-be husband.

“What name do you want to put on the return address?” he asked me innocently enough.

I hesitated for a few moments, feeling like a contestant on a TV game show about to give the wrong answer.

“I think I’ll just keep my own, if that’s OK with you,” I replied, uncertain. Had I just placed myself in double jeopardy? The problem was this:

For the first 29 years of my life I had lived with the last name of Hirshberg. In elementary school I got teased (Hirshberg is easily converted into Hershey Bar or Hamburger by an eight-year-old). In high school I was taunted (that’s a Jewish name, isn’t it?). Over the years, I had become both protective and proud of my name. It was a part of me that extended beyond my physical self into the world, but also did much to define my sense of self.

Yet now that I was joining lives with the man I loved, I knew I had to look at myself in new ways. I wanted to be a team player; really I did, so I gave the name change a few tries. I tried my new identity at work but felt so conflicted that at one point I actually had three different business cards, each with an alternative variation of our combined names.

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Amy Lederman

IJN Columnist | Reflections


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